By now, you may have heard that I
have officially announced my intent to return to California at that end of the
present school year. It has been a
gut-wrenching decision on many levels. A
big part of me does not want to leave a job that I have just begun. There is so much to yet to do. AAF is just beginning to establish itself at
Thunderbird. The transition has not been
one without some serious adjustments. I
believe God brought me here to be part of that transition. It saddens me to think that I may be leaving
before my role in this incredible journey is completed.
The elementary educational system is
still in a state of transition as well.
Although enrollment has been up every year since I arrived, there is
little comfort in that. There are
changes that need to take place that require more time. It can’t be done in three short years. Some changes are in place. Some are about to take place. Others require more time. I am saddened that I will not be able to see
those changes through. I trust God will
find the person to continue the move towards continual improvement.
Ultimately, this is a family-based
decision. Penny and I miss the family. I have resisted conference-office work for
many years because of family. I thought
that it might be a workable scenario now that that my children are all
independent and relatively established in their respective calling. I responded to a need and I do not regret the
decision. I had to respond—it is how I
raised my children. It is what I taught
my youth groups.
But I also raised my children to
treasure family. I have made most of my
professional decisions with family in mind.
When I did not do that I lived to regret the impact it had on one or
more members of my nuclear family circle.
I have missed so much of the lives of my children and
grandchildren. Little and big things—some
people might even consider them insignificant.
But they are not. They are
moments forever lost.
My melancholy is tempered by the amount of work that remains in the months to come. I ask for your collective prayers for the events, the tasks, and the decisions that have yet to be made. God is still at work. The best days of education in the Arizona Conference remain to be seen. God will raise up who he needs.